Friday, April 2, 2010

Semi Good Friday!

I'm still at P's. I Got up this morning and just didn't feel like going.

Just had a vision of what my day will be like - and I just couldn't go through with it.

I just remember all the times that I felt left out ... like I was a visitor. I feel very uncomfortable as if I don't belong.

It might just be and I'm feeling very paranoid but that's how I feel.

i'm not going to blame myself or feel sorry for myself anymore.

It's just how it is and I don't want to deal with it.

Not right now because I can't get rid of the feeling myself.

Sigh. enough

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